Monthly Archives: August 2010

Despite This, I Still Cry During Marley & Me

You know the rush of affectionate emotion you feel when you enter someone’s home and their dog comes to greet you?  

I rarely feel that.  

I do not know why this is; it’s as if while moving down the human-making assembly line I somehow skipped right past “affection for furry friends” and instead got a nice dose of “allergic to anything with hair.”  

That’s why I don’t feel too guilty about not adoring animals — I was programmed to reject them.  It’s not my fault.  

But I wish I did.  I wish I was one of those people.  I want to be the type of person who adores every kind of animal, large or small, attractive or not, smart or…otherwise.  

Instead, everyone else is always rubbing dogs from head to tail and I’m standing there like I have a black heart.  

Last weekend Mike and I house-sat for my parents while they were traveling, and that included the care of their two dogs, Belle (11 years old) and Griffey (10 months old).  



They are really good-looking dogs, and are probably the closest thing to a pet I would want.  In fact, my parents’ dogs have always won me over, probably because I knew them as puppies.  Even I can’t resist a puppy; I may have a black heart, but I’m not dead.  

Griffey at 12 weeks

The hiccup in my pet-aversion is the fact that I married not just a dog lover, but a dog OBSESSOR.  Mike is completely sold out for dogs of all shapes and sizes.  He will approach any stranger to befriend their dog and then turn to me with a child’s desperation and say “see?   How can you not love this?!”  

When we walk around the waterfront, I point out adorable children and he points out adorable puppies.  The difference is, I am admiring the children as gorgeous little people who are a pleasure to look at from a distance; Mike is looking at the dogs and silently choosing the breeds of future family members.  

On Saturday, in order for us to have a true doggie adventure with Griffey, we decided to visit the off-leash dog park at Marymoor.  Just to put Mike’s love of dogs in perspective: we have actually visited the dog park without a dog before, solely so Mike could get his fill.  For the record, it felt weird.  Kind of like visiting a daycare without a child.  Creepy.  

This time, dog in hand, we felt like we were card-carrying members of the dog-owner club.  We did the polite nod of acceptance with other dog owners as we proudly entered the park with Griffey.  It didn’t hurt that we had taken my mom’s Mini Cooper convertible to the dog park — we were flying down the freeway with the top down and a happy dog in the backseat.  Everyone stared.  And we all know that I love when everyone stares.   

We were walking along, basking in dog-pride, when a woman passed by and said with more attitude than necessary, “You’re brave to bring food into the dog park.”  No smile — just sass.  

Mike looked at me holding our Chipotle burrito bowls.  The thought of a picnic-in-a-dog-park conflict never crossed our minds.  We had just exposed ourselves as dog-owner fakes.  Rookie mistake.  

I’ll show her, I thought.  

I sat down on a rock and started to open the bag when three dogs came charging at me.  I jumped up, food in hand, while irritated owners called their dogs back.  “Sorry,” I mumbled.  “My bad.”  

Needless to say, I took the food back to the car.  

Griffey got along well with the other dogs, and garnered praise from other owners for being so beautiful.  Mike and I shuffled our feet in bashful pride; we didn’t think it necessary to tell them she wasn’t technically ours.  Why reject a decent compliment?  

The best part was taking her to the waterfront.  She didn’t hesitate to race down the steps into the water.  Every other owner was throwing balls into the water for their dogs to fetch.  I turned to Mike and said, “Oh my gosh.  It’s like we’re the awful parents who don’t buy toys for our child!  Griffey is humiliated!”  

For the next hour she avoided eye-contact with us like an 8-year-old kid getting out of the car for school.  Please, her face said, pretend you don’t know me.  


Somehow, she forgave us.  It may or may not have had something to do with the treats in our pockets.   

For proof that I morphed into a dog-liker in one weekend, look no further than my threads:  I am wearing sneakers with jeans.  That does not happen.  

For proof that my black heart is showing signs of color, look no further than this admission:  I miss the pups.  A little.


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Who Needs the Back Nine?

I’d like you to meet my friend John:

Mike and I met John four years ago through my mom (you know, the Volunteer of the Year), who met him through Bridge Ministries several years prior to that.  Bridge Ministries connects persons with disabilities with several volunteers to create a “Circle of Friends” to hang out with once a month. Though Mike and I approached this as a service opportunity, we quickly realized upon meeting John that we would never feel like we were “serving;” he is just our buddy whom we take to Mariner’s games, bowling and mini-golf.

Being friends with John has taught me more about selflessness, compassion and love than a Lifetime movie could hold, but I won’t press play on that montage.  Given that, one would think that learning from John shouldn’t surprise me at this point, but it never ceases to.

Last weekend Mike and I, along with Steve (also in the circle of friends) checked the forecast and saw that it was supposed to be 95 degrees on our mini-golf day, but we reasoned that it wouldn’t matter much.  We also had it on good authority that the course was easy to navigate and didn’t involve a lot of walking, so we left his wheelchair at his house.  He took his walker because we thought there’d be places for him to sit and rest.  He has a hard time standing or walking for longer than a few minutes, and he is 61, after all.

Not five minutes after we arrive we all look at each other wondering what we were thinking.  We are sweating and we haven’t even stepped onto the green, and the route is very hilly.  Fantastic.

There is no one on the course as far as we can see, and this is reason to celebrate because we know we will take longer than anyone else to play.  The process goes something like this:

1.  Help John walk away from his walker to approach the right place to tee off (do you tee off in mini golf?).
2.  Support him as he stands, and try to position the club so that he can hit the ball the right way.
3.  Point to where the green is headed because he can’t see very far.
4.  Wait.  We wait as he stands perfectly still before slowly moving the club back and hitting the ball.
4a.  If he hits it hard enough to make it close to the cup, we position him back in his walker and begin the slow trudge to wherever his ball is.
4b.  If he hits if off course or not hard enough, we go back to step #2.

All of this normally happens while a family of four waits behind us.  Oh, and the three of us have to take our turns.  Can’t forget that!

On this particular day we have barely started playing before a family of four (why is it always a family of four?) approaches the first hole and stands waiting for us to finish.  My immediate reaction is always to abandon our game and let them play, because it is excruciating watching them wait for us as we move at a glacial pace.  But today it occurs to me: why should we move aside?  Shouldn’t John’s right to play be as respected as theirs?  Mike and I discuss it and he walks over to the family to tell them that after this hole they can pass us and we will follow them.  This seems like a fair compromise.

On the next hole, the three of us stand near John as he pulls his yellow golf ball from his pocket and slowly bends down to place it on the ground.  He leans over, slowly, slowly, moving inches toward the ground.  We mentally grit our teeth as we realize the group behind us is finishing their hole, and at this pace we will not be done with this round for another ten minutes.  Steve finally says, “John, it’s OK, you can drop it on the ground, it won’t break,” and he’s laughing but he’s also visibly frustrated.  We all are, and we’re only on the second hole.

The thing about John is that he can’t be rushed.  He doesn’t operate on our timeline, and he doesn’t see the people behind us.  He also can’t move any faster than he already is, so he’s doing the best he can.  And what’s so hard for us, what seems impossible to us, is that there’s nothing we can do about it.  We cannot change John, nor should we.  He doesn’t need to hurry; we need to slow down.

I am a pusher.  I like efficiency.  I like speed.  But none of those coins are accepted as currency in John’s world.  And now that I’m in his world, I can hear how I sound.

“Great John!  OK, your ball is right over here, we’re just gonna tap that right in and then we’re on to hole 4!  Yep, that’s it, no don’t worry I got your walker you just hit that ball and we’ll be rolling right along.”  I am forcing him to conform to my expectations, and even as I’m saying it, I detest myself.  I know I’m thinking about the people behind us, wondering what they’re thinking.  I know I’m thinking about my plans for the rest of the day.  Why don’t I consider that this is John’s only plan of the day?

By the sixth hole we are all sweating, both from the heat and the effort it takes to maneuver John’s walker over the greens; the hills and pavement are making it difficult for John to get around.  I ask John if he’s too warm and if he needs a rest, but even as the words are coming out I realize I have no way to help him if he answers yes.

He replies, “I’m hot,” and begins unbuttoning his shirt — but he doesn’t stop at button two or button three.  Suddenly Mike realizes that he’s about to completely strip down and says, “John!  Buddy!  You can’t take off your shirt on the golf course!”

“But I’m hot!” John replies.  “OK?”  Then he laughs and laughs.  He knows how we’ll react.  I never give him enough credit for being sneaky.  Of course, he still leaves his shirt totally unbuttoned, just to show us who’s boss.

I tell Mike that we are only on hole #9 — exactly half-way.  There is no easy short-cut to go get some water to help us make it the rest of the way.  Mike, my hero on this Earth, volunteers to run through the last nine holes, interrupting everyone along the way, to get us all water.

After deciding that we will quit after Mike gets back, we sit on the only bench we’ve found the entire day, and chat about the fact that I am wearing a huge black hat to protect my Irish baby skin.  John looks over at me and says, “That looks like a witch’s hat.  The witch of the West!”  I slug him in the shoulder.  “No, really, where’d you get that thing?” he asks.  “A little place called J.Crew,” I reply, “though I should have checked the witch shop.”  He laughs until he can’t breathe.

Soon Mike comes running back with three bottles of water and some M&M’s for J-Bone (Mike’s nickname for John) because there is no faster way to put a smile on the man’s face than chocolate.  We are all delirious with happiness until we realize that we still have to get John back to the car.  Mike is in full problem-solving mode, and says, “OK, if we can get John up this hillside, we will skip four holes and it’ll cut our time in half.”  Steve and I look at him like he’s crazy.  The hill is at a 45 degree angle and it’s dirt.  There is no way a walker is going up that hill.

But Mike insists, and John shocks us all.  As Mike and Steve carry him, he moves his feet as fast as he can.  I bring up the rear by carrying the walker over my head.  We are giving the patrons of the mini-golf course quite the entertainment.

As we lead John through the course backward, we are humbled again.  We know we are doing what is best for our friend, but it’s embarrassing to ask every single family to let us walk through their course before they begin, so we can get John to air conditioning.  All the kids stare at this man who is bent over his walker, sweating and moving at an unbearable pace.  As I ask each one if we can pass through, I get the distinct feeling that God is using John to show me how my etiquette obsession has its limits.  Serving John trumps accommodating others every time.

What surprised me most about this particular day were the people we encountered.  We never saw one angry expression, not one impatient tapping foot.  Despite the 95 degree heat, everyone was gracious.  Mike and I felt the need to apologize constantly, to thank people for being so understanding, but they didn’t seem to mind.  One even said, “I’m just enjoying this beautiful day, so please, take your time.”

I suppose that is what John silently says to us every time we see him: please, take your time.  Life passes quickly, but that doesn’t mean that we have to move just as fast to keep up.  He shows us the value of life not through brisk efficiency and sturdy accomplishments, but through finding joy in a mini-golf game.  He knows it’s a gift.

*If you are interested in joining a circle of friends through Bridge Ministries, please let me know and I will connect you with a coordinator.


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Be My Guest

There are hundreds of books and articles written about the art of hospitality; much less is said about the behavior of guests — especially for an overnight stay. 

Haven’t we all spent the night in someone else’s house and thought, “I really hope this doesn’t utterly destroy our friendship” ?  And haven’t we all hosted someone in our home overnight and thought, “This could be fantastic or a total nightmare” ?

What is the etiquette for those being served?  How can you make yourself a pleasant guest?  What are the cringe-inducing actions that can make your host regret inviting you?  Read on.

It Starts at the Door

Never show up empty-handed to stay overnight.  The host is not only (presumably) making you multiple meals, but she is also doing your laundry after you’ve gone.   The best you can do is show gratitude before any of this has even begun.  A few ideas:

  • Wine — always a solid choice, and if you’re not sure on their preference, bring a red and a white, just to be sure.
  • A decorative candle — one can never have too many candles, and they’re quick and easy for the host to light and display.  Avoid scented ones, as scents are personal, and if a meal is being served you don’t want the smell of the candle to interfere.
  • An unusual kitchen accessory — chances are if your host is having you in her home, she knows her way around the kitchen.  That’s why a killer gadget can hit the spot, such as a stainless steel olive oil can.

A Helping Hand — To a Point

It’s wonderful when guests offer to help set the table or crack the crab, but it’s less appealing when a guest insists on working in the kitchen with the host.  Don’t forget that one of the pleasures of hosting is knowing that your guests are comfortable and happy — if you appear distressed at not helping, you are robbing your host of this privilege.  Sometimes, if you can tell a host is in her element and things are going smoothly, it’s better to simply express your excitement about the coming meal.

Clean Up

This is probably the best chance for you to earn your keep.  Jumping in and helping with the dishes is almost always appreciated, especially when you do so without asking (“can I help with the dishes?” almost always comes across as a I-asked-just-to-confirm-I-don’t-have-to statement).  Of course, if your host is mortified at the thought of you cleaning up, don’t make a bother of yourself by entering into an “I insist, no, I insist” argument for twenty minutes.

The Next Morning

If you are staying multiple nights, make the bed in the morning.  On your final morning, strip your sheets and grab any used bathroom towels and put them in the laundry room.  It’s a harmless chore that spares the host from having to go room-to-room gathering linens.

Going the Extra Mile

When arranged in advance, it can work really well for you to prepare one meal for your hosts.  Let’s say you arrive at 4PM and are staying until noon the following day.  A great idea would be to offer to prepare breakfast as a thank you to your hosts.  By asking a couple of days ahead, you are showing that you’re eager not to be a burden, and you’re being considerate of their shopping preparations (they won’t buy eggs if they know you’re bringing them).  Though it might be tricky getting around your hosts’ unfamiliar kitchen, making eggs and bacon shouldn’t involve too many tools.

If you’re not comfortable with preparing a full meal, offering to make a dessert or a special cocktail for everyone is just as thoughtful. 

The Essential Follow-Up

If someone has had you in their home for 24 hours, a thank you text or email is not going to suffice.  Find a card or stationary and write a thank you note by hand.   When you’ve been in someone’s home for dinner, usually you can return the favor; with overnights, it’s less obvious if you’ll be able to host them in your home for the same purpose.  Therefore, a sincerely written card is most appreciated –“thank you” flowers, even more so.

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